For last 5 years rainy season has always made me explicitly feel that I am not @home more importantly not with family.
But this time not only I am away from home, but I am alone in my flat and that too in a city like Mumbai.
Dark clouds were making me feel very lonely......
So @ 10 PM, I went out alone to hang-out..
Wearing Headphones @ full volume, listening to my fav songs, I just started walking down the streets, splashing rain water that got collected in the corner.
Eventually I was just smiling on my own remembering all Good and esp Bad memories.....
Started singing out loud in streets as there was no1 noticing me.... and when I was in my nicest mood, I sung as loud as I can which actually made some guys come out from their home to watch whats going on....
I then reached @ street full of people but still my craziness did not stop and I continued singing out loud as I can.....
I discovered that I have a better voice than singers who r singing the songs (only prob is that I am the only 1 who likes my voice :p )
The smile was always there for me which was only bcoz I was lonely, alone and could do whatever I wanted without thinking twice..... :)